Today is my five year alumni weekend at the highschool I attended, Georgia Cumberland Academy. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm really excited on one hand but slightly sad and scared on the other.
I am 24 now. I have never really felt truly old. In the past 10 years I have been in the prime of my life, always exploring, expanding my horizons, pushing my limits. The future was always at my doorstep. I feel that its here now. No more going out and searching for it.
Two weeks ago I was at GCA for an improv trip. I had turned 24 three days previous to my arrival there. As I sat in the pew of the church, I felt truly old. I started evaluating my life, thoughts rushing through my head-"I'm going to get through college and get a job!", "I'm going be successful. I have to be!"
Old and jaded at 24. Never thought that'd be the case.
I'm sure 30 year old me is going to hate this post.
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